5 years

Suddenly login to this blog... 5 years ago, I've still have the habit to write something in the internet, and the tone is just like there is really someone will read that LOL

5 years after, when I read the blog, all the memories comes up, 5 years really change a lot of thing, friends, jobs, life, even the place I live. 5 years ago I am still a small potato, waiting the day finish and left, gathering with friends, living as no meaning... now I moved to Sydney, at least I am something in the company, meet new friends, have new life style, start have some short planning, a bit improved English (really improved? I don't think so, but compare with 5 years ago, I can say YES) family...only see once a year.

5 years ago, I have never thought that I will be here having the life in Sydney, working in the position, have friends from different countries, thanks for the government, cause they have the working holiday plan, so I can open my eyes to see the world which I never imagine in the past, this is only happen in my dreams.

But recently I am struggling in the past again... working over time, all the task seem impossible to me, lack of knowledge, lazy, addicted into internet, late sleep (I am still typing this blog at 3.30am, why I don’t want to sleep, am I afraid the next day come or I just don’t want the day finish?)...

I should do or I shouldn’t do, what should I do, is a question of “should’ or a question of “shouldn’t”

Now I only know is I SHOULD go to bed, I need to have meeting tomorrow morning @ 9.30am T_T